I was seeing a young woman recently who has had a very rough life. She has two children already. Five weeks into our relationship, she tells me that she's pregnant. We had a discussion about the option of an abortion, which essentially led to the end of our relationship. This woman is addicted to stress, and is in a state of adrenal exhaution. It seems to me that she intentionally brings in people (and circumstances) that hurt her and pushes away those that could help her. I've shown her what she suffers from and how to fix it, and she's admitted that I'm right, but will not follow simple suggestions that could help her. I haven't spoken to her since Christmas after she kicked me out of her house, but since that happened she's been diagnosed with Cancer.
I take care of my younger adopted sister who has FAS, RAD, Tourettes', Pica (she'll eat bottlecaps or anything), hyperflexive disorder, a growth hormone deficiency, and has been diagnosed as bipolar, schizephrenic, and autistic. She is also suffering from the side-effects of drugs the "doctors" prescribed her for bullshit she doesn't even have. The good news with this though is that we found a new advocate who might be able to talk the state into giving her way more money, so that some holistic approach to her health might be undertaken. THANK YOU GOD!!!
My father's health is ailing. He's 61 but he went in to have his "real age" or "biological age" tested, and it was 100. He's all fuct up. Suffering pretty bad. He thinks he's in the final stages of renal failure, but is still stubborn about going to the hospital. I fell for him and am worried about him.
As for me, I'm cool. I'm jsut accutely aware of what's happening in the world, and how although history's repeating itself again, this juncture in history is still completely unprecendented, and may very well lead to a total overhaul of human conciousness, and therefore, civillization. My dreams I know will come true, but right now seem "stuck." Since I was six it's been my goal to "make the world all better," and I've chose music as a preferred method when I was 11. Right now i just have too may personal obligations to pursue it with the level of energy I'd like to. Plus, I'm accutely aware of the situation that humanity finds itself in currently, which is frightening when viewed from a historical perspective.
So, what I ask of you is this: please imagine us LIVING IT UP and everything being how we'd like it to be, and do the same thing for yourselves, and then like Jesus said, "thank the lord as if your prayer had already been answered, and so it shall be" (or something like that.)
Peace
Shiney-out
I'll do it too : )
I take care of my younger adopted sister who has FAS, RAD, Tourettes', Pica (she'll eat bottlecaps or anything), hyperflexive disorder, a growth hormone deficiency, and has been diagnosed as bipolar, schizephrenic, and autistic. She is also suffering from the side-effects of drugs the "doctors" prescribed her for bullshit she doesn't even have. The good news with this though is that we found a new advocate who might be able to talk the state into giving her way more money, so that some holistic approach to her health might be undertaken. THANK YOU GOD!!!
My father's health is ailing. He's 61 but he went in to have his "real age" or "biological age" tested, and it was 100. He's all fuct up. Suffering pretty bad. He thinks he's in the final stages of renal failure, but is still stubborn about going to the hospital. I fell for him and am worried about him.
As for me, I'm cool. I'm jsut accutely aware of what's happening in the world, and how although history's repeating itself again, this juncture in history is still completely unprecendented, and may very well lead to a total overhaul of human conciousness, and therefore, civillization. My dreams I know will come true, but right now seem "stuck." Since I was six it's been my goal to "make the world all better," and I've chose music as a preferred method when I was 11. Right now i just have too may personal obligations to pursue it with the level of energy I'd like to. Plus, I'm accutely aware of the situation that humanity finds itself in currently, which is frightening when viewed from a historical perspective.
So, what I ask of you is this: please imagine us LIVING IT UP and everything being how we'd like it to be, and do the same thing for yourselves, and then like Jesus said, "thank the lord as if your prayer had already been answered, and so it shall be" (or something like that.)
Peace
Shiney-out
I'll do it too : )
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